Grinz

Lets see I have been awake 24 hours in all. sighs hmnn I can't sleep got Carl on the brain sighs and swoons. Omg his accent it's the same as it always was just his laugh hmnn it definately gotten dirtier hehe. Sigh damn I'm a sucker for his accent I always was shesh he sounds so good. I think in all I spoke to him 6 hours gawd six hours went fast..

We talked of everything cars, laws, guns, high school, work, movies, what we were upto and dogs. I was so scared before I called him, 4 years is a long time to hear a voice that you used to fall asleep listening to. But there something there I could listen to him talking forever. =0)
Ever since got off phone I've been jelly legged almost passed out and threw up that's never happened before. My mum and john came down and heard him talking so both said quick hello.

Gonna see if can find a camera so can update pictures of me as i've lost weight since the other ones i've taken gonna straighten my hair put some nice clothes and maybe some make up I rarely wear make up on princible it for special occassions or if feeling good lol. I'm so hungry I always get hungry after 24 hours of no sleep again it my fault but I wanted to talk as much as could. I rinsed 10 dollers worth of credit on a two three hour calls. So next card i'll have to make last.

I'm mentally exausted but wide awake at same time adrenalin rush I have no doubt I won't sleep unless I collapse on sofa or pass out at lapt..

That's all folks!!!!!!!!!