Monday, 3 September 2007

Someone knock me out please I can't sleep....

Well it's twelve thirty pm and i've been awake almost twenty four hours. I can't sleep I was in so much pain yesterday and today with my wisdom tooth yet again.. dammit can someone just punch me in the face here and now. I'm sick of it all the aches constant earaches and headaches. Driving me nuts... I can't keep up with it anymore this teething business sucks ass big time.
If I knew that it gonna be damned painful id've told them to take all my teeth out lmao.

Mum's gone back up north again, left today. The car broke down twenty minutes away from house. Yet it was MOTd just the other week. nother sign it not right to move up north I guess something else always comes when we considering moving. The signs all say we should stay here where we are. I for one am tired of shit like this happening, it's getting so damn old. Give me a bloody break... Sorry i'm a grouchy one. I'm tired, in pain and stewing on something I found out yesterday.

How do I approach someone I considered to be an adoptive sister only to find that she has lied. Everything is based on one Lie. I never say this but she is as good as dead to me right now. I can't forgive her and I for one won't ever place or give her an ounce of respect or trust ever again. It's a awful thing to lie bout. I am truly disgusted right now and that rarely happens.

Sighs i'm so damn tired I can't even think tired of all the bullshit that goes with life... feel like i'm living hell right now.

The only good part of day is talking to Carl he has made me laugh and smile along with cheering my mom up. It was much needed.. got me giggling,laughing, grinning and smiling I could forever listen to him. I love him truly do.. smiles

Thats all for now folks

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