Well I got booted out of my bedroom last night, because youngest bro had some girl round. No forwarning I was expecting her to leave maybe an hour or two later but nope, she was here all night. I had no choice but to sleep on the couch with just pillows and no comforter for warmth that sucked hugely. I could've borrowed mums bed or other brothers bedroom but I won't as that is their space not my space.
Today has been boring I had maybe 3-4 hours sleep before I woke up thinking oh I have to go to the post office to post key off to our landlord. I've a habit when things need doing the tendency to wake up early happens or I will stay awake till things are done and then head to bed for sleep.
I spoke to my man for a bit but I waited over 2 hours to call back and gave up and went to sleep in the end about six this morning i think. Got couple of texts this afternoon he wanted to pop online to chat but his internet was being mean again. Poor guy someone messes around with it and means he can't get online. Felt bit bad for him as he just got his routine back. Been looking forward to speaking to him during day as it a lil easier on me and means if I speak online I can sleep at night rather than stay up all night waiting to call.
Feel like just walking away from everything, just pack a bag and walk away from it all. I'm not depressed, sad or misreble. I just feel hemmed in and need some kind of space. Guess that the saggi in me needing to travel again. If could I'd just get on flight and see where it takes me. I'm indifferent right now I'm needing some kind of freedom, I can't explain it. I'm not hemmed by Carl I love him and can't wait to maybe start a future with him. I feel hemmed in by my family, specially my mom and john.
That's all folks,,,,
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