I've had two hours sleep since yesterday, missing my man so much. We spoke for a bit early this morning, both of us tried to help eachother stay awake... he was dropping off more than I was which is unusual. Carl must've been exausted I could hear it in his voice he sounded so weary the first time we spoke. Perked up a little bit the second time we called but he was struggling to stay awake he kept dropping off. I love him sooo much smiles happily. Pity I'm not nearer him just want to be with him so much in real. He has made me the happiest one alive apart from odd moments of self doubt on my behalf where I sit and ponder quietly to self. But that is me..
I can't wait to speak to him tonight if I can hoping so i've missed his voice and our nightly chats.
I think today has been phone calls galore laughs spoke to one of my adopted vp sis and bro we had a 3 way call. That was funny hopes I can call another of my adoptive sisters today if get chance and my adoptive Ma. These phone cards starting to get expensive. Can see me needing to get more calling credit tomorrow. Good job it's pay day. Mom wants a phone card for when she gets back to call John with. Gotta love iphone cards they are brillient with their minutes and it only costs the card unless you use cellphones which i refuse to do as i'm trying to make my credit last as long as I can.
I need to run to bathroom and just chill out on bed might watch a movie as no one is online. It's that time of night for me almost 6pm when i start to feel most sleepy, I guess becauseit's pitch black outside and cold and fairly windy. Took the dogs out and froze on the spot thank gawd for my new slipper these little boot ugg things are so comfy and keep my tootsies nice and warm. Wish I had Carl to curl upto for warmth he says he is a toastie, so im the cold one he the warm one niceeeeeeeeeeeee. He can keep me warm any day of the week mhnnnnn cuddles and sleep sounds so good and more hehe.
I also spoke to mom this evening she called me to see how everyone is. They seem to be doing ok now. No arguments funny how 2 days before she is due to come home he makes the effort of spending time alone with her, when he said it was ment to be for the duration of the trip.
Oh well it is in her voice she sounded happy and that is all that matters..
Gotta take the rubbish out tonight as it's rubbish day tomorrow and I will be doing some more clothes washing too. Gotta tidy my bedroom too at somepoint it's a mess right now. I've sort of let it slide but it will get tidied before mom comes home, which is on the 17th. Also got to ring a local taxi company to see if can pick mom up from the airport and how much it will cost. i'm guessing around $170-$180 at most. But we shall see. Origionally she told me she was getting the train home but I guess and understand it's a hassle the last thing you want at the end of the day. Flying days are long I speak from experience. Everytime i've travelled I've worked out a day for flying and airport equals almost between 17-20 hours. Explains why you always so knackered when you get to detination going and coming home.
It's freezing here brrrrrrrrrrrr 45f on average but I swear it feels like it's 30f doesnt feel like fourties to me. Oh well least the heating is on and my bedroom is warm. Jay has put heating on when he has been here so I guess he is feeling the chill too. Gee and vicks moan it's too warm well we know why. Because they stay in bedroom with 2 tvs running 2 game consoles running and a laptop. And do something else so means it'l be warmer anyways. Plus it's a smaller room. Yet when I was in there it was always chilly, never hot or warm. The room i'm in now is shared but jay has slept in lounge for the last 2 and bit weeks. It's warm but even at night with heat next to my bed and curtains and window being kept shut I always wake up chilly. Even the dogs are hugging the heating rad at night mainly rux so guess he feeling it too or he curls up under the comforter with me while kady nicks my pillows or sleeps by my head.
Okay I really need to stop this blog i'm needing the bathroom,
That's all folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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