Today I woke up in one foul mood, had a stonker of a headache and was still sleepy. Then bro rang asking for the so called money I owed him which he infact owed me. Git.
I feel better in myself today, nothing happened like I expected. Didn't need to hide out like origionally thought.
Well today after my blog other night about being unsure me and Carl had a long talk, he talked through some things with me explained a few things and it made world of difference. I got no more doubts it got serious today, scared me a little at first but it helped me realise we not walking away again. It was just what I needed to get rid of those doubts I posted in my last blog, those questions and me holding self back on making plans. I decided today no more holding back on plans. He really serious about living together, thought it has been just small talk after today I learnt he means it.
I guess he somehow picked up that I wasn't so sure whether he ment it or was just banter. He said us being together means we are moving towards getting together in real life, I am having to change my way of thinking. We have to think of things as a couple, i'm having to rethink decisions I make at work with you in mind. Which is his way of saying he want's to know he will be around for a long time without worrying about me being left alone because of something bad happening at work. That got me realising he was serious. He never been that serious before something clicked into place this morning. Wohoo.
Thats all folks!!!!!!!!!!
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